That's my understanding...

2009-10-20T14:57:00.004+08:00

Will this be the end???

2009-10-03T14:45:00.002+08:00

空
Empty

2009-08-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

Credit... credit...

There is more hotter ones...

The cute prince, YS... "I ❤ U"

Seng il chook ha hamni da~~ Hyung jun[김형준]

♥SS501

2009-07-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

♥"Yeah"

Happy Birthday to Ghasis!♥

2009-07-09T17:56:00.003+08:00

Thanks to...

Wafiqah, Yan Ling, Syerry, Suriati, Li Hua and last but not least Suhaidah...

Love you all and my "Yeah"

[Aja, Aja, Fighting!!!]
[Aja, Aja, Fighting!!!]

[Aja, Aja, Fighting!!!]

♥MY자기야 (jagiya)~HJ

2009-07-06T13:20:00.003+08:00

Love this photo of him and his shirt... [Time when SS501 is leaving Taiwan and heading to HK]
超帅!

Tmr is Kim Bum's Birthday... 생일축하함니다(Seng il chook ha hamni da)!

2009-06-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

Aiyo... why he is a bad guy??? but he is cool la...haha

2009-06-06T12:05:00.002+08:00

생일축하함니다~~ [Seng il chook ha hamni da~~]
생일축하함니다~![Seng il chook ha hamni da~!]
사랑하는현중....[Sa rang ha nuen hyun joong....]
생일축하함니다!![Seng il chook ha hamni da!!]

(Hope I didn't get any part wrong)

Happy Birthday to HJ! Fighting! 一定要幸福哟！

I like the story... and this song is damn nice...but its weird when HJ is lip-synching... although its an old song but ya... Fighting!!! SS501Come SG!!! COME!!!COME!!!

That fan is so over... I laugh until my stomach pain... and I even replay it... OMG... its so funny

2009-05-25T19:29:00.001+08:00

This is the song in the WGM when they go Japan... u noe u noe...only a small part in front... and some in between...

New album[All my love] ... out now...

playlist@ http://www.mybloop.com/kimchistyle/SS501_-_All_my_love_blp

2009-05-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

This little girl singing malay song... Isn't she cute?
I have a great feeling that she will be ... a singer or actress???

Having the Korea wave blowing...~~~

안녕!(An nyung)

2009-05-13T17:41:00.002+08:00

남편(nam-pyeon)!

Hate Marco that type of guy... banana

banana

His buin is having a hard time...

2009-05-03T15:05:00.001+08:00

사자(sa-jah)! Fighting! Fighting! Fighting!

2009-04-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

It seems that I have been talking too loudly!!!

2009-04-20T17:20:00.004+08:00

He is super dramatic....

他超爱演...

2009-04-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

TIME!

I just hate myself for not grabing you tight enough and letting you go...

Is my fault!

2009-04-01T19:13:00.003+08:00

FAIL MATHS!

Haven't had any underline on my maths result till now... MAKES ME SO argh!

2009-03-21T00:17:00.006+08:00

Bloggy...

Kris Allen in American Idol... 很欣赏他有前途... I think he might get in to top 3... ^_^

Watch <爸爸当家> and <娃娃看世界>, the kids in the show really CUTE. 林明伦&陈毓芸 's children were so adorable. The kids in <娃娃看世界> were all so naive and funny. A girl cried because of her ice kacang(dunnoe spelled correctly?) being eaten up by a 怪叔叔(direct trans-weird uncle)... I laugh until my tears drop... I jus dunnoe why, maybe it reminds me of the past... So much wish that I can go back to childhood, nothing to stress... Nowdays, it is so much stressful, even kids were as stress... At very young age parents send their children to classes... learning this and that... in order to have good grades, they have to go for tuition... hai...

Went for RC campfire, sad that there isn't much Victorious... Miss you guys... All sorts of things happens during the camp... There is things for us to discuss or trash out... Now, it seems that no one cares about the minor mistakes or even the major ones... Scolding? Debrief? Doesn't seems so harsh... The matter is enjoying the camp and nothing to be worry about... but anyway I think the most important is taking care of yourself and your own peers... having a strong bond among all and energy to conquer whatever obstacles gonna face... GO!

Outing with W L were great... A long time never sing out loud like this before. I was super high, choosing all those "high" songs to sing. Trip to the city... having lunch... drag some time then went back home...

GH, YL, LP, CH, LH, SQ & I together went out on WED. FUN DAY. Photos credited to LP and LH

The Learning Journey Photos are out... However, not all is uploaded...

Touch and go... jus like EZ-link ... buai...

2009-03-12T23:14:00.007+08:00

Hiie Earthlings, I am back after such long "break"...

I just had a nice weekend with aunties for a lunch and walk down the city. Really had a great time with them. Hope you all like my present and I sure like the ones you all gave. Once again, Happy "BELATED" birthday to you. Okay, I will blog often but not as often... you must blog often too...

It comes to HOLIDAYS that I am looking forward to. Having outing with W L and my clique... After this it will be studies and studies all the way...

Wonder why 5 Dynamic(not all) is standing outside the classroom while teacher is inside there teaching...

<--I so embarrass out there... (photo credited to darryl)

Just because we take the toilet staircase up, wasting some time of her lesson... she want us to stand outside the class for the rest of her lesson about 1 period +. I admit we are at fault but this is just a minor thing, she no need to be so angry... hai... Monday have to go back to sch to get my chem paper... -_- not blaming anything but just feeling sad

Nur, Wafiqah and me having some unhappiness over some troubles... make us gloomy for the rest of the day... or maybe week... Hope I can faster forget these and went back to normal again... for they both too...

小猪and小鬼 using the file Liping made for them. During the show, they keep on "kiaping" the file under their armpit, I think comfortable bah. LOL!HEY hey... I got touch the that file before... got my DNA on it... flying to Taiwan leh... wow... *_*"\ kind of lame, I mean for the DNA thingy... haha

Tmr still have EVG Olympic, hope Red house at least get a 2nd... if not also nvm...

Tons of homework filling up my holiday...Buai Buai...

2008-12-25T12:01:00.008+08:00

Gift from Wan Ting

Gift from Li Ping

2008-12-18T22:56:00.004+08:00

This day just come so fast and move on so fast too...

There are lotsss of sms and wishes from good friends and really thanks them all with all those wishes. I love you very much and sure gonna miss you much. I hope you guys will do your best for you o level and pass with flying colours. All the best for ur results... Love you all always and always...

Having lunch with my very very very very very GOOD secondary sch friends in pizza hut. We were making alot of jokes and "sian diao" things laughing. We were jus each other entertainers. It was so long after we last gather as one together, this was the time again when there was no absentees among the meeting. 有人欢喜，有人愁 some got the result they wanted some don't. Anyway, we will need to face the reality. However, this is not the end, there is still a long way to go. I still haven't decide on what I really want. Sec 5? or Higher NITEC? Bumping to anyone I met, it was the same questioning on what happen to my head. I was just repeating and avoiding answering those. Althought I find that annoying but I know that was a way to show you all care for me... ^_^ Thxs It was fun getting back to RC again. SHOUTING! "ROARING"! SCREAMING! was wat I did there. It was so "shoi" for me to do all these... We had alot of fun.

2008-12-15T12:18:00.003+08:00

LP,G, WT, CH, ST

Went to cwp to watch bolt... damn nice

2008-11-28T12:18:00.004+08:00

Class Chalet... 26, 27, 28th of nov
Most of the class was gone home before we reach. It was late when we reached. The best part and best time i had is when we were playing games tgt esp. heart attack. The last night we play cards until very late... After the chalet, we went to sing K.

Tired!

2008-11-20T12:17:00.006+08:00

Finally, the most look forward event of the year is here... PROM NIGHT' 08. Everyone looks good that day. We were dancing and crazy like hell. After all went home straight as there are no more activity up. Why my smile sometimes so "mian qiang"?

2008-11-19T11:25:00.002+08:00

RC Annual Camp... the 1st thing I went there aready buay song le...

Day 1 Nvr sleep... I oso dunnoe wat we doing...

morning went back home... gone out again for shopping to buy prom stuff...

went back to camp again for camp fire then went back home to sleep...

boring post... bye

2008-11-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

In Neo print shop, edited by Suhaidah!!!

OMG... Have I eaten that much???

lots of food...

A group photo at the end...

Having a whole day fun with these guys... After that have a meet up with NUR... miss her much.

We still have time to Sun plaza for shopping... having fun all day long... ^^

2008-11-01T12:12:00.004+08:00

Changi Airport...

Went out with w and l to terminal 3

ME shouting for help!!!

The airport is so huge that i m lost...
waving for help...

2008-10-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

Everyone is sad... as TODAY is the
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

A big, nice and happy group photo!!!

I am sure gonna miss you all guys and more others whoever you are in or not i these photos...
Love you all much!!!

2008-10-17T11:35:00.003+08:00

Graduation day...

I think that the graduation day was not a very good one. The condition and the timing having some problem. However, listening to our teachers speaking was a very memorable and touching thing. Especially, Mr Alawden, Mrs Eng, Ms Lynn See, Ms Maslinda and Mrs Chew. Altought i have not being touch by my form teachers but I still apreciate the effort that they have put in. All the friends, junior and teachers... thxs for making my Secondary school life such a memorable ones...

2008-10-04T18:42:00.003+08:00

It has been long after my last post...

I just don't know why when BH told me her things, I felt very angry. However, nothing happens to me recently. I never met anything thing like this recently, but i just felt some kind of angry somewhere. Is it normal? Hope that all things will soon be fine.

W don't think too much. You will eventually forget it. This is life. Everyone have to gone through it. I hope everything will be back to normal and you will gain back your confident. Me... gan chu liang duo... Looking towards the future... rather then the past...

SM don't because of love problem affect your daily life. There is nothing to be done to get that relationship back. You will still have to continue life. Stay Strong!

Ah Yi came. Er Shu oso came.
Heard some interesting past stories from Ah Yi... quite fun.

~ME: problems...PROBLEMSS AND BIG PROBLEMSSS

2008-09-21T10:34:00.001+08:00

-Me acting CUTE
-Me comparing RESULTS with you
-Me neglecting you and join 5 aunties
-Me showing attitude towards you

-OMG... everybody act cute, but must see did she done it to an extent... doesn't you act cute too sometimes???
-Ridiculous... I mean 有什么好比的... don't think too much la
-Please la... can you put yourself in my shoes... Pei Si is my friend if she come to me, I must entertain her. She come our group looking for me, I don't want to disappoint her. Everyday and every moment I am with you and you guys. Can't I just spend a few moments with her/them?
-Is you showing me attitude for the pass few days first and I never wanted to revenge back or anything... is you think too much too...

You have make me quite disappointed. 我们朋友那么久了,你竟然为了这些小事或没道理的事生气.

I know you are fine with me now but I just don't wan to 无缘无故 not happy with me and now just say nothing happen. I don't expect anything but a conclusion. Now is who's fault?

I mean if you are fine, just talk to me straight rather then u ask Yan Ling to ask me to talk to you. I feel very ridiculous.

2008-09-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

When to game fair with the 4 of them.
Ghasis and I having fun playing with the Wii dancing game... cool
Yan ling and Ghasis were playing the "SEX" game in the SIMS... OMG! That is disgusting, but we have a fun thing laughing. Likely, it was jus a game. A few passer-by were looking and we were like don't give a damn. LOL

When for lunch @ bugis McD. A very good old lady offer us her sit as she was done with her meal. However, there are short of one chair and she was so kind to grab a chair from other table which is seems to have no one on that chair but with a lady occupying that table. The lady was very unhappy as old lady did not ask her permission, they both had a quarrel. She even alarm the manager out for a judgment. She even blame my friends for i don't know what reason. She is damn ridiculous. It the end the old lady left and we sat down and get started with our meal. We thought that the lady was getting the chair for someone but in the end, it was she and her boyfriend enjoying a small ice-cream. While they were eating, she still complaining to her boyfriend about that incident. OMG! I am ashame to have such a citizen in Singapore.

It is seems that the old lady is not Singaporean, she look like a Pakistanese. I am sad to make her trip to Singapore a unpleasant one.

2008-09-15T16:52:00.002+08:00

I have gotten a new phone.
7th Sep, went shopping with Mum. I have no fun and feel kind of sian except the SOKA thingy...
8th was back to school again. No school for 2 days for that week. MT and English lesson have fun
Why are you all still in that old way of thinking? We are now living in the modern wrold, not the past...
I know nothing is fair in this world...
Unhappiness will soon be gone, My friends...

I kind of think of it, I MISS MY AUNTIES SO MUCH LA...

Today, having 3 exams. I just slept for about 2-3 hr to study Chemistry and a little bit of Physic.
Maths was quite easy, I hope the result will be good.

Cheer up sister!

I am a dumb.

2008-09-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

now using phone to post...
holiday is soon to be over... exams and exams is coming... help help help... still need to tahan for another 1 ++ month...

tagsss reply...
thxs for veiwing my blog... u all were great... ya the raman is nice...

2008-09-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

Finally finish with 3 N-level papers, but there is still a long way to go. 每次做华文考试，读了那些文章，我感触良多。Many people doesn't have any confident in their SS paper. The question given was alot different from what we normally done. After the exam, everyone was like... omg... omg... Suan liao la... We can't do anything now. The only thing I hope now is to score well for every subjects and pass my English. Pai tuo Pai tuo...

The fives except liping went for lunch. Laugh and laugh and laugh... nice nice... must go and try the raman. ^_- raining and sunny these few days... must take care of health...

1557/0028

2008-08-30T19:51:00.007+08:00

Combining...

Class Photo...

Happy Teachers Day

The Five

Afiqah

Me and My auntie --> Shu Qing

Najib

Farhan

Aref

Hamzah

Be Yourself Day...
4 Dynamic is the Best Dress Class!!! Hwat ah!!!

Dressing up like geeks and headed to school with Syerry. We were super damn embarrass, walking to school dress up like that. Meeting place: Toilet. Time passes so quickily, we are late for assembly. embarrass. After that, it Photo sectioning around the class and even the school. I love GEEKS=4Dyn!!! Our class is super hyper. We have took lots and lots of photos. HWe had a small party in class for the teachers. Thanks to the chairman and class committee. Happy Teachers Day!!! I also love the magic show during the concert. Meeting up with the aunties to pass present to the teachers. Meet back with liping they and throw the geeks look away. Heading to cwp to watch wall.E. Went to bugis and find my shoes. -_- sold out.
-_- back home with nth.

... Dad bought 2 phone back. Those 2 phone change my mood... lols.

累累累!!! bye!

2008-08-27T15:51:00.008+08:00

I am back here again, after so long. I sort of forget what happen on Thursady so jumping to Friday as the 5 of us we to shop for "Be yourself Day" things. Heading down to Bugis, the 4 of them were busy finding their white shirt. I am not as I have it at home, don't want to waste money also. Since we are there so drop by the temple and went in to pray. When back to shopping after that, I saw a pair of heels, damn nice. I so much want that. I wanting to try and maybe buy it but the rest where rushing so I need to catch up with them. Hence, I didn't get to try or even buy it. -_- Finally, heading back to cwp and get our suspenders. It's late and we are all hungry. Home sweet Home...

Saturday and Sunday slack at home like hell.

Monday, nothing much.
Yesterday, we went for shopping again. We jus left the geek spec, pants and socks. Trip down to Jurong in a very "geeky" bus, seems like those olden days ones. When to get our geeks spec at Daiso, bump into Ms lee, Shu Qing and company. We all got around at the spec section and trying on to all kinds of spec. LOL and LOL... After that Yan Ling and me started to call each other lao ti ko and to ko lao. LOL. We got our pants and spec there. On the way back, something weird happened. A guy keep pressing the emergency bell in the MRT. We heard the respond from the radio but we didn't thought that that person happen to be in the same cabin as us. Yan Ling notice it even though she was sleeping. She very power. Cai, Gha and me were like happily reading magazine and never even notice. What a missed... That guy ran out, then we realise something was wrong. LOL. At the end, we have to come back to cwp again and find the socks. However, the sock left only 2. So me Cai, Li and Me have to wait for the delivery.

The Ti Kos

The Lao Ah Peh

2008-08-20T17:21:00.003+08:00

During PE, we had our 2.4 run. It was damn tired. I am thinking of it. I just want to pass my time for that moment. I looking into my watch, it is just 1 mins to 945. I just want a goal that could reach the end by 945, and i really want to rest. I ran as fast as possible. Anyway, it is going to end soon, after that I will have plenty of rest. I really didn't mean anything. I have done badly for the others, I was wish to done well for my 2.4 in order to balance up. I just want get it over and done with. My body is full of sweat and I so much want to go home and bathe asap. EEE

Laughter all around the class... during English lesson

Just do it... by Mr Chua... lol

2008-08-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today, nearly faint because of hunger because never eat during recess. During POA lesson, we got back our prelims paper. It was quite disappointing. After discussing the paper, finding that this paper was quite tricky. Oh well, just have to do better for paper one.

Sometimes, just think of why this world is so practical. Students have to 讨好 teachers. Workers need to 讨好 boss. Children have to 讨好 parents. It is quite hard to achieve something, so sometimes someone will have to use this 讨好method in order to succeed. Is this right? Is this wrong? Actually there is no right or wrong, it is just the point of view that you see this matter. From this, it let me realize that ones cannot only depend on 实力 to succeed but also with your good relationship with others. In other point of view, others may don't agree and felt jealous about it. That is why the world is unfair, people will tend to be bias. NO right or wrong again. It is not only your eyes is seeing things but also your ❤ .

讨好--> good relationship--> advantages (eg. $)

世界好现实!!!

2008-08-16T14:17:00.002+08:00

The first half of the prelim exam is done. Yesterday just done with POA paper 2. I finally balance the account!!! However, jus one of the account. Sian. Next week is sch as usual.

It's not the end yet...

2008-08-13T16:50:00.002+08:00

Tody's SS Prelim exam... erm... should I say good or bad? I have confident or should I say I am lacking of confident instead. Although this is just a preliminary exam but still going to take it seriously. SS Qn on Source-based was easy to understand but why there isn't any background information? Is the foreigners snatching our[Singaporean] jobs? Which source should I belief? I think I should do some researching on this. Structured-Essay was quite okay, I think. There was no question on Sri Lanka that I hope it will come out. However, bonding Singapore came out. I was thinking if globalisation really came out as source-based as it was related to the source-based qn but luckily it didn't. I choosen the theme on Bonding Singapore. I got all the year of the riots that occur mess up except for the treat of the JI member being arrested. I have written whatever I think of, never plan or go in order, my whole essay was really very messy. I was worried that my command of English is not that good to convince the marker and trying to support my stand well enough. No point saying all this, it's over and I can't change anything now. Me really 牛头不对马嘴, saying no point but still writing about it.

After that, went for breakfast with WanTing, LiPing and PeiSi. What else could it be? McDonald We have had some window shopping and walking around. It was really such a coincidence, no choice causeway point is so small. It was home sweet home again, I just knock down on my bed.

Having English tmr, important subject. I really need to do well.
Jia You for me and everyone!

2008-08-12T14:14:00.002+08:00

今天，华文考试。试卷里有一篇理解文章, 内容是关于写日记.
日记是应该保密的吗?
这样才不需要面对别人对你的日记做出任何的评语吗?
这样也不需要顾虑日记是否伤害了被人?
经过了这件事和别人发生的那件事后，现在终于明白这个道理...
阴私 } 这个字查了字典后，才发现意思是不可告人的坏事...

领悟了一些道理

Small veggie got A1 for her O-level MT Good job done!

2008-08-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

When mugging with Gha,Yan, Li, Shu and Jia. It was damn cold in there.
ALL of US keep saying... CANNOT TAHAN...
but we tahan tahan until 2+ then went for lunch...
walk around... go here and there... keep on toileting...

2008-08-09T09:53:00.000+08:00

Nice parade but bad weather...
It was still a good job for all the participants...
Happy National Day again... ^_^

2008-08-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

My Island Home - Kaira Gong

Happy Birthday, SINGAPORE!!!

When to study with Jia Rong, Yan Ling, Shu Qing.

2008-08-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

Today we have some arrangement for tmr National Day Parade in school. We were the first class to leave and get into position. It was long time waiting for the rest of the school to settle down. Yan Ling, Liyana and me was having a long chat while waiting. We were like having some much things to chat. It was just nice to have these time. When back to class after wasting one period of SS for the arrangement. We were like wanting to waste that other period SS too. However, Mr Zaiudin never come, he will be taking over and continue his SS lesson. Everyone can see that Mr Alawden is a very hardworking and good teacher, but we just can't stand the lesson. I also don't know why... Every time after his lesson, almost half of the class was sleeping on the table. After recess, it was Maths, two period. Ms Lee is having course during the last few days, no maths lesson. I so much wish that she don't come back. I was having some dizziness during maths lesson. I was unable to focus during the lesson. I saw her black face I also have no mood to concentrate in class. I just don't care if she is not in class and went to the toilet, vomited. I tried to endure until the end of the day. During Chem. lesson, cold sweating like hell. Before Chinese lesson, I went to toilet and vomited again. OMG. Thanks friends for being there for me when I am unwell. Back home, Daddy also make me some hot drink. Nap...

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She some kind of know that other people is viewing her blog, but I will still continue to view. She only does treasure her friendship with 2nd. All she wants to maintain that friendship and befriend with her back and not the others. There is no point to say so much in her blog but not making that action of hers. She does whatever she wants. I am not sure if she will be able to susceed in her plans but I am sure if she gain forgiveness, another incident might be happen in the furture. Everyone has their own point of view towards every things in this world.

Prelim next week... mugging!

2008-08-06T18:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday slept early, but today still waking up late. Yet, I am dreaming in the air. Ghasis and Yan Ling keep on disturbing me. I am so in my dreamworld. However, this is not the first time it is being stolen. I think I my observation is very poor or should I say they think so too. I find that I am starting to like POA, this subject. PE lesson was quite fun. Wee Kiat, Wafiqah, Nur, Yu xin, Liping and me was playing monkey ball game. I find that SS lesson was unusual. The things her said today I can understand unlike previous lessons. I think maybe I am trying to wake up and face the reality that next week is prelims. I must really work hard for every subject. During English lesson, have a chat with Syahirah. I so much want to slap her because she always say " I slap you then you know". I finally slap her face with the help of Zakiah. HAHAHAHA!!! After school, accompany Pei Si go Red Cross. Before the training, meet with Cai Fa and free drinks again. YAY!. This week got 2 free drinks, earn dao liao. OMG! My bro was so act siah. Please have respect for others. They have some trainings before the rehearsal start. WOW! Their drills really not bad. Most of the things are very very GOOD but except for their movements. I just now forget to say, so need to say it here. You all really need to put in some effort on this. We are a uniform group so remember " MOVE LIKE THUNDER". OK?!

GOOD LUCK for NDP!!!
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I really don't know how many person is she trying to make them hate her. I
think this is her hobby or interest? She think she doesn't know that I know she
wrote about me in her personal message on her msn. This is the very main thing I
angry about her. What if I am really posting about her friend? It is as if she
can write about us and we can comment back on our post in our own blog. It is
none of her business as I am not polluting the tagged board in her blog. This is
my blog, I am giving you face by not writing your name. It's she and her friend
who assumed that the one I am writing is them. I don't think I am wrong in any
way. It is my blog, I have the right to do what I want on my blog. If she don't
like then get lost, as if she is welcome. She just can't stop acting hypocrite.
She is just making us the bad guys and her the good ones, which is so untrue in
her blog. She is so bad, I hate her. Today, we walked pass each other and she
was alone. She only have the gust when her friend is around, without her friend
she is like nothing. It is just like before, when she was the chairman. She is
just nothing without us, the committee. At least, ShwuYueh ma'am and Sharizan
ma'am have that kind of substance of chairman that she don't have. I like the
way it is right now. There is no point apologising or be friends back again. I
rather having a friend less rather than befriends with her.

OH! AH! ARGH!
你这种人一定不得人心。

2008-08-05T16:07:00.002+08:00

Got back my POA... ^_^
I think i did quite well compared to other test... but still very lan
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Does it matter if she is joining VI or not? She think that having she as a
chairman or as a VI will able to bring the unit into a greater height? I
seriously reply a big fat : NO! I know she is the ex-chairman of EVGRCY but now
she is nothing. She doesn't have the right to judge me and the others in anyway.
I have never ever acknowledge her as a chairman of EVGRCY[seriously]. She is
never fit to be a chairman. In the first place, most people disagreed on her
being a chairman but what can we do? Protest to the VI? Making conflict? I am
not a person who never think for the consequences. Everything had past and past
long ago, no point in digging up all those thing as it is energy draining. I
find that I can take all the scolding, punishing and etc unhappiness in Red
Cross except for HER. Stop acting hypocrite in front of everyone, that's
disgusting. She have so much things to act about, no matter it is in front of us
or the cadets. She can gain those stupid people's thrust but not me. I can't
believe that she is saying that she have changed alot. Maybe she is just saying
that she had change her good points into bad and bad points to worst. That's
pathetic. I have seen all the hypocrites of her, all the two-sided of her,
unfairness judgement that you have made and the drama that you have act. When
will you know it is time to stop? Her reason of that misunderstanding is like
shit. She think we are 3 years old kids, fooling us with stupid reasons. If she
is making up some reason then lie it with some logical sence. It is damn fucking
fake, maybe she is not using her brain but butt. She seems to be adding salt
into the scar rather than treating it. I hate 2 sided-faced people like YOU.

Stop talking your so called "sense" in your blog, I think it is rubbish.
Sorry 3rd! took some of your words, but your words are quite useful, credit
u now. Thxs 3rd.

Please don't hop to other people blog to 撒野 that is so
inconsiderate

2008-08-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

Geography Test... sian no time to do finish... die...

2008-08-03T16:38:00.003+08:00

GHASIS, LIPING, YAN LING and ME

went lib. do homework eat lunch acc wan ting and lihua...

GO HOME...

Haiya... I think with these group of friends, we just can play and have fun.
When it come to homework and revision time, it just didn't goes so well compared to playing time.
Althought it doesn't goes so well when we are together, but individually at home, we were able to study.
It just that when we are together, we will tense to think of fun and want to play around.
"STUDY!? can go home then study"
_______________________________________________________________
She nominated the director award... 了不起...
She don't want to be VI... 了不起...

ALL BULLSHIT...

2008-08-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do in class!!! (4th Aug)

This is my art work on NUR's hand... in photo not so nice, can't really see the detail...

2008-07-31T17:26:00.004+08:00

TIRED!!!

look like my bro mah?

__________________________________________________________________

恶人先告状...
告诉全世界你是对的... 又这么样...
朋友的朋友多，有什么大不了!
在 Yan Ling 面前装可怜... WAT THE HELL!!!
我跟你说... 我真的气爆了... but wat can I do siah!!!
说话也要说小小声的...
对!　我可以说不要管他们...　但心里呢?!　我只会口事心非...
他能为朋友报仇，我却不能...　我真的觉得我很没用...
反而在这里受气
算了!　算了!　算了!　
说算了但还是会想　烦!
心和脑!　你可以听话吗!

你去吃大便啦!!!

2008-07-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

NDP is coming back again...
omg... miss the days we got together... eating... moving here and there...
Missing each and everyone of u all... NDP07

HA!!! MISS AND LOVE NDP07 RED CROSS CONTINGENT!!!

2008-07-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

This thursday got 4 test!!!

Social Studies!
Maths!
MT!
Geography!

Mugging!!!

2008-07-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

你说眼睛是用来看，但你已经没眼睛再看了，应为你的眼睛已经被挖了出来...
你的眼睛被谁挖了出来，你都不知道... 可怜啊...
竟然还把那个人当你的眼睛，认为它是好人，任由他玩弄...
使她幸运... 有你这个好朋友...

是谁不分青红皂白，是谁寒血喷人?
对不起... 你已经没有眼睛再看了，所以看不清楚是谁

小心... 不要让她把你的心都给挖了出来...

我只能奉劝你... 小心!

2008-07-24T23:25:00.011+08:00

PE: We are simply buay song about you!!!
Geo: jus pass... sian... sometimes really dunnoe wat answer tcher wants...
SS: He got cheated by us so easily... haha... test unable to finish... I noe how to do but no time!!!
MT Oral: damn funny... chat and laughing... actually can say alot 1... but too rush... so... haiya...
Chinese lesson almost = to free period...
Chem: JUS PASS oso... Kana remedial... I dun like... Friday going home late ... sian
Adding on...
Mrs Eng trying to waste time in class... haha... changing our seats... making unnecessary change
I noe she always hope to change with someone and getting rid of her... but that Andy u noe?!
I oso agreed that sticking with her is very annoying... sometimes cannot tolerate her...
but ya... thxs to Aref... haha... only person who vonlunteer... and there goes the bell... ring!!!

Bro sick... erm... dunnoe wat to say leh... haiya... get well soon bah...
Heavy Rain...
find that I have not been in the rain with an umbrella long time before ...
The rain drops onto the umbrella ...
What a nice raining day...

Hate to have that feeling agin ...

but I can't control myself ...

I don't think having a need to ___ her... and even if she got it ... it's b'coz of all our efforts ... As the ___(___'s name) brought the glory ... not only hers and I think others in our ___ should be more suitable for this tittle... wat if she is the ___ of the___ ... It doesn't mean anything now...

Only Aunties Knows...

"I noe that conflict might happen... every batch will have their problems and were all manage to solve as a whole and work as one team again... so I hope that you all can do it and continue to show us that bond and together of GLORIOUS as a whole but not "hole" ok? ^_^"

2008-07-22T15:40:00.006+08:00

Click this and wait for it to play...

Credit: http://oceanica.cofc.edu/

Aref send me this and I think is a very good...

Sharing with u all... ^_^ u see I so good... lol

2008-07-20T15:49:00.003+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-07-19T18:49:00.005+08:00

Charity Bazzar... ok la... but many ppl prefer last year 1... me too
this year oso not bad... I like the fish thingy... but i nvr play... coz many Sec 1s playing... haha
order a pen... @ the Red Cross booth... then play the water and the flour game...
You are white... 1 english man said to me... haha
saw daddy, mummy, kor kor, uncle and many others... miss them siah
walking around... help Lib and RC... haha asking that bin bin and yong li to buy books...
2 business easily done... haha... knoe some new friends... ^_^ asking them to play the RC games
... chating with aunties...

敞开胸怀...
wow!
ytd went to training...
Miss my aunties alot siah... haha...
walking around in sch... skipping around... with bili banja and other different style...
played volley ball and monkey... haha

I went for training today... first thing is to see if Hazirah got last or not... haiya...
but in the end she did not come... dunnoe for what reason...
LOL... shock to see "daddy" join Red Cross... Jia You Daddy!!!
he told me in the morning but i tot he bluf me siah... haha
nobody teaching the new comers footdrill so i teach... haha... nu er teach daddy... weird right?!
but fun la... shouting commands... so shuang siah... wooh!
OMG... ask the sec 1 miss me or not...ya they do... so touch siah...
and Amirah come and hug me... haha... want to cry ordy... Love you all too...
erm... wonder how was CAC today... jacq, Fang Xin, mummy and kor kor must GO! GO! GO!

Raining day...
me, emi, sq, jiarong, vinesh, zul, zq, hafizah @ lib
met dayah and syaf..

messy table messy heads... lol ^^

done most of my home work liao... happy... nice to be in the lib with you all... I am all...

Replying tags...
Bee Hwa: ya lor happy day...
Sus: Linked Sixers!!!
Pingmei: Cooled
Ghasis: you oso not bad har...

Pathetic... I so much want to 可怜 you... but too bad I nvr... Sry...

2008-07-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

Went for lunch with W and L
Praying with Liping "toy"
haha... then went to W's house to playing with Micky mouse break toaster... fun siah
making toasted bread for everybody... ^^

hope to eat lunch together again...

2008-07-17T22:40:00.003+08:00

什么时候我才会感到厌倦???

when will I tired to bother these things???

n.n

2008-07-16T16:55:00.004+08:00

气到爆!

气到siao!

气到瓜瓜叫!!!

她真得让我又"爱"又恨！！！
I angry that means I bother... okay???

YOU MISUNDERSTOOD ME!!!!!!!!!!
and continue to misunderstood me...
and continue...
and continue...
on and on...
none stop...

不好的事将领在她身上... 难道是我的错吗?

-_-老师别对我有偏见可以吗???

2008-07-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GHASIS!!! 15th jul...

today went to celebrate when her and other friends... haha
our birthday present for her... haha... guess??? lol "BIKINI!!!"
The Singapore next top BIKINI babe siah... wow...
having fun bashing each other with the left over cakes... woot

next time then post up the pic coz i dun have the photos with me...^_^

2008-07-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

Replysss...
lmin: I aim that mosquito for very long time liao... haha...
BeeHwa: Jia You too... try not to regret la... ^_^ smile
peisi: Miss You too... these few days nvr been able to bump into you leh... where have u been...
sus[suhaidah]: Miss you too siah... thxs for tagging... I sit in front, can see very clearly leh...lol
---> GIvE a notice to me after you had posted up those photos...
$ingL3-Ho0d[NUR]: ^_^ thxs, but anw if need help in anything...you can always give a call 2 me
pingmei[liping]: I update liao... thxs la... you oso must update more...
LIHAO: <--- coz you see... ur name is in capital form... here oso --->(in the tagboard)
Ghasis: YOYoYOYoYO... Birthday girl... Happy Birthday!!! Love you until your heart pump like siao siah... btw I dun have those photos but i have ... i will upload it asap for YOU!!!
Jasmine: ya lor... long time no see siah... tell u hor... I saw that HHwa nvr say hi! to me siah... keep staring at me... haiya... I nvr emo la... jus writing smth out only... haha! btw how are you all??? good? bad? Haihao? ^_^

2008-07-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH B'DAE GHASIS!!! Again...

Erm... lol... she is jus 1 years old... haha... jk only

singin the b’dae song!!!

HAPPY birthday to U... HAppy birthday to you...

NICE cake... wow
WOW!!! BIKINI?!

candid by suhaidah...
Yummy!!!

Nice card with Ghasis on it... right?

2008-07-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

One might think different from other... but you are not the one who been through it...
will you noe? You all might think negatively... but do you all really noe the truth behind it?
Thinking that ___ is such a poor thing... Thinking that ___ suffer alot of bad thing...
maybe... but don't push all the blame to me...
this things is not I start however because I am seep deeply and doesn't able to recover...
And you dun use that kind of eye and stare at me... so much want to dig your eyes out...

2008-07-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

Looking forward for the BIKINI babe... ^_^

2008-07-07T00:09:00.004+08:00

2008-07-04T16:28:00.002+08:00

Exco stepping down le... seeing the video really got that feel... somehow they cried...
this feeling only they understand... other is not able to... as they gone thru the whole process...

Ghasis they all find that now days... somehow the teacher ar not in good mood...
i oso dunnoe why??? Maybe ... Maybe not... wat can we do... haiya...

All I want to do is...

2008-06-29T19:34:00.001+08:00

lol... so damn cute...

2008-06-28T17:21:00.007+08:00

Thu,went to 768 with wanT and ping

The mosquito i kill... can u see???
Then chat at the playground...

STRESS... test...

如果你做不到，你就不要敷衍我们
不要动不动对我们发脾气

After sch... went to watch movie with gha, yan, ping, cai
so qiao... saw dominic and his gf i think... so qiao oso his gf is yan and cai friend
Movie... 10 Promises to My Dog

somehow having an intention to buy a dog...^_^ but suan liao

我永远都是独一无二

心理測驗现实其實真實的我是一个不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天 !

不是跟我很熟的人覺得你是一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。

你认为呢？

2008-06-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

TEST TEST TEST...

I must 兵来将挡水来土掩

This malay song... nice siah... I like the part "Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama"
I dunnoe the meaning but... ya... its nice...^_^

2008-06-19T16:26:00.001+08:00

2008-06-18T14:54:00.009+08:00

Sry as usual i was late again...
went for luch at Carl's jr coz we were like dunnoe where to eat and keep walking
Emily's dropped her fish... lol... she is always that lucky
Meeting Shu Qing and went to buy her present... ^_^
then heading to mind cafe... lol... Emily really really forget where to go...
I was like... omg... 1st i tot she was acting... then omg... it was real
Then i oso dunnoe wat to do... we all walk and walk and walk... heading nowhere
finally we are there,mind cafe ... and we played a total of 7 games...
I nvr even won 1 game siah... nvm... i dun care la... at least we have fun
spent about $6 ... quite worth bah...
Buy mac and walk back home with emily...

Emily's fish burger... dropped... lol

chiki chiki @ toilet...

again...

chiki chiki... @ mrt station

2008-06-17T14:30:00.003+08:00

That Fire lady, Yan Ling getting her fire started... HA! HA! HA!

me... the butter girl buttering all the food... HA! HA! HA!

Smoky Smoky... dun have fire liao... OMG...Kan Qiong!!!

My melted mashmallow... yum...

My creation... playing fire with mashmallow... haha...

Our "Campfire" there...

My mashmallow... lol! look like cupcake right? haha

U see this fire look like the shadow of chicken... amazing isn't it?

You see... the fire in the red circle... look like dinosaur right?

Siao zhar bor... playing with burning mashmallow

I love this pic LOTSSS...

That two very compatible... haha

Buay song...

FUN!

Ghasis: MEOW!!!

Kristy's chalet@sembawang... dun look like a chalet leh... look like a very big hse

My candid shot alot siah... coz li Ping nth to do... haha
2nd day, went to kristy de chalet to celebrate Jia Hao and xavier's birthday

Candid 1#

Candid 2#

Candid 3#

Candid 4#

Candid 5#

Background nice bah?

All together now...

My teeth... so white... EEE

Resting...

My bed sharer...Ghasis lol

That Yan Ling... eat and eat...

2008-06-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday TO Shu Qing cum Veggie!!!

2008-06-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

Jus came back from chalet... tired and smelly...
having fun with .GHA. .YAN. JIA. .PING. .YUN. .FENG.
waiting for the pic to being upload then elaborate... ^_^

Anybody miss me mah???

Haven't been online for pass few days and blogging

^-^

2008-06-11T14:53:00.000+08:00

2008-06-11T14:11:00.002+08:00

Ytd together with Shu Qing went to Mr Guo hse to study...
That Mr Guo scare of spider... keep scremming for help...
The spider is jus about 3 letters big only... lol
having lotsss of laughter... haha...
then got 1 boy collecting newspaper... " Uncle, got any newspaper?"...
talking to Jia Rong... me and Shu qing was like... Uncle???... then started laughing none stop
then Jia rong reply him leh...
that mean he accept ppl calling him uncle, continuing with hunt for that spider
Luckily he nvr call us aunties... haha
he make us jelly... super nice siah...
At e end watch TV...coz he got SCV mah...then got many different channel... jump here n there
saw 1 actor name... 宋一国... laugh again... 宋朝的一个国家... 宋一国
On the way home saw Zulhilmi... so damn funny he walk... walk abit then run... walk abit ...
continue... still got time to talk to me... haha... then i rush him...

Maybe you are really 可怜but ppl can see and will know... dun need to 博取同情...
Maybe i dunnoe the detail... but jus 看不下去... or maybe I am wrong...

2008-06-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

Actually this...THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN
But it was change to this... KUNG FU PANDA
And then some discussion with this INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULL and congkak
In the end, end up with INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULL
5 aunties!!! Meow Meow ROAR!!!

Ms A and Mr C is very close...
Mr C is Ms B is Boyfriend...
Mr D like Ms B...
Ms E is Mr D is Girlfriend...

Such complicated relationship
我不爽为什么...
Ms A 要破坏他们的感情... I dunnoe
Ms B 他非得故意让别人以为 Mr C & Ms A 是坏蛋... this 1 is damn damn bad...
Mr C 要玩弄她们俩人的感情... this 1 is wat most/some guys will do bah...
Mr D 伤害 Ms E ... this too
Ms E 明知到她会受到伤害，还要接受他... most/some girl will do bah...

Actually have alot of comment on this but... suan liao... this is none of my business...

2008-06-08T09:11:00.003+08:00

8th of June...
...
...
...

Looking at my phone... haix... which phone... I oso dunnoe...
Shieh Tein... arh... Shieh Tein...

7th June...
Went to MFT...
Its our last session... outting at Fushan Garden...

2008-06-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

OMG... THE GUY WHO MAKE ME CRY AND ANGRY THE MOST IS MY DAMN Bro!!!
He is so damn KNS...

Then someone pester me to go out lor... so get out of my hse and no to see his face...
Drop by NLB to see Veggie and Jia Rong... the 2 hardworking ones...
Then went to Mos burger to have a drink with that person...
chat chat abit then went home liao... haha... so sian siah...
but thxs anyway... Sry to make you "drop by"

GUYS: Always be waiting for you...[if kana reject by girl]

Is it true?

2008-06-06T11:39:00.001+08:00

OPEN!!!

I am back...

2008-06-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

I have being finding this thing since I watch that Charity Show...

It really touch me alot... until I cry...

This baby, after being buried over 24 hours, miraculously, was rescued unscratched. He is about 3-4 months old, and his mother kneeled down, pinned her head and hands on the ground to shielded him from the falling concrete, and milked him. His mother did not make it out. A rescue worker found his mom’s cell phone in his wrapper. It had a text message left by his mother: “Dear child, if you survive, please remember, Mom loves you forever…”

2008-06-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

It was 5th of June... 5:40... we break up le...

2008-06-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

Really dunnoe my heart... but now wish to make my decision clear...
Even if I break with him... I won't give you any chances...
You say you wan to wait... ok, fine... it's up to you bah...

I really don't know wat happen... Maybe this shouldn't have start...
Maybe everything was wrong in the first place...
I have also make my decision clear towards you...
I hope to make things clear before holidays ends...

I dunnoe why I so much wish to be single now
Sry aunties I can't wait for u all; can't even wait for 2nd...3rd...4th and 5th aunties...
I hope I won't be 动摇...
Now I should be forcus on my studies... Shieh Tein!!! Wake UP!!!

2008-06-03T10:23:00.001+08:00

Me: There's smth I jus wanna tell u.. last Fri I jus dunnoe y i got 1 yu gan that u will sms me n u really sms me... I was shock, didn't noe that i was that accurate... so ya...
Him:Hmmm.. Girls sixth sense.. haha.. so how r u today? Enjoying ur holiday?=)
Him: how come? Nothing to do?
Me:very de sian
Him: Hmmm... Find something 2 do lor... or cookmushroom soup 4 ur family?! 4get already can ask me or u wan smth different? haha
Me: So how bah
Him: Nvm, anything dun know can ask me i can teach u again step by step.. E teaching dun end on last fri.. feel free to ask ..=)
Me:haha... I will try lor... last time u help me cook alot... then didn't reallt try it myself... abit dunnoe liao
Me: Orh... Its seems that u got alot to talk about...
Him: haha... Cooking is fun! Its about e love n passion u put in.. ya how often u log on 2 msn?
Me: Everyday
Him:Around wat time? coz i usually log on e e afternoon... didn't c u.. last Fri actually wana take a pic wif u all but u all went off so fast.. haha
Me: I wan to take wof chef lawrence de... but we got take with mr paul
Him: haiz.. all ran off so fats.. When I turn my head all gone already.. As if u hate 2 c us like that..haha too bad, its over already =c
Me:haha... Erm... I oso dunnoe wat to say... so dun sad la... Maybe u can come and find us next year
Him:haha... Dun know if I can stay wif oriton sch 4 so long... haha. y u have feeling that i will sure text u?
Me: I oso dunnoe leh... lol
Him: Maybe u think i like 2 disturb that y will take ur number n continue 2 disturb u
Or maybe u miss me... haha... O.o
Me:Haiya... I dunnoe la... since u sms...
I should ask u mah
Him: Wow.. Reverse theory leh.. Y I text u ar? Hmmm... Jus find that u are cute n soft spoken ba... haha
Me:I cute? lol... Erm... u
really dun like me?now i m wondering this qn liao... My friend all blink me this qn... I oso dunnnoe how to react
Him: haha.. U r a good gal of coz guys will like u... Erm... U like me isit?
Me: Hey, I ask u 1st ... so u must ans me 1st
Him: Hmmm... Can say got feeling ba... U?
Me:Omg... lol... erm...
haiya... erm...
Him:Erm wat? Just say out lor... Y u so shy? Like means like lor... liking some1 is nothing 2 b ashame or afraid of...
Him: So now its ur turn to answer me...
Me: Jus think ho to react ur ans... erm... Actually dun like 1 but u send me the 1st sms then... then u noe. but oso cannot say like i
like only noe u 4 few day then u noe
Him: Ok, get wat u mean...
Him:U mean u start 2 fell better towards me after i text u? hmmm... I oso dunnoe
how to say leh... ok la... I dun po ma... I like ppl make me happy then u always make me happy although abit abit angry la... so ya...
Him:haha... abit angry ar? ok la ... dun b angry k? joking only, dun 4get i am smiling, wheni say or
scold u... haha
Me: okok ...
Him:Tmr will u be on msn in the afternoon time? Around 5pm?
Me: I oso dunnoe
Him: Ok, I 'll be on e msn that time tmr... me go set the test paper for my class, talk 2 u again.. take care =D
...

He sms me back at 1++am... i also dunnoe why i wasn't alsp...
somehow I knoe that he will sms me bahx...lol
continue to chat until around 3 am
^_^

2008-06-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

Dun bother if he care for you or not
Dun bother if you have drop tears for him
Dun bother if he love you or not
Dun bother if you are sad now
Dun bother if it is jus a very short term of relationship
Many more...

We will always care for you
We will always bring laughter
We will always LOVE you
We will always try to make you happy bah
We will always be with you
Many more...

You can always give me a call...

~To one of my friend...

2008-06-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

我爱钟美华!!!

2008-06-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

Ytd chat with Wan Ting and Bee Hwa on the phone...
really have a long chat with both if them...
sharing problems... and 发泄
Ya... That really helps alot...
Love Wan Ting... Love Cheng Bee Hwa Alot siah
Although BH make me feel like vomitting ALOT but haha.... that is zhi de de...
LOL
ok la... end here... bye

2008-06-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

Long time never go out with daddy and mummy liao...
Having lunch at 768 with them but too bad Chin Wee nvr come... haiya...
then went to aunt house and play with my cousin lor... so sian... so sleepy...
always waiting for ppl to sms me... although my sms burst liao but still... lol...
Mum go work... so I went to cwp with papa... go lib return book first
then went to pizza hut to have dinner... haha...吃大餐... very full
haha... he dote me alot more that my bro...
maybe coz he n my bro now not so good...but now mum n I trying hard to make them together
They are both so stubborn
I really want to say this...
MY PAPA IS THE MAN I LOVE THE MOST!!!

2008-05-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

Erm... recently very vex about smth...
somehow dun think it is the right time to vex about this thing but i jus dunnoe my heart
It is holiday now... but soon it will be hell to us... N-level is coming so need to chiong liao...
I seems none of his stand was in my heart or mind... I seems to forget this person already...
I am wondering do i even care about him... is not i 变心 or wat...
but I find that there is always a border/gap between me and him...
Girls always like boys to be more zhu dong... and boys always like girl to be more understanding
but i already very understanding liao... but why can't you be more 主动 or anything...
But wat I think this is not the main problem between us but... I still havent find out...
I feel like myself is a coward... can't stand up for my own... can't even have my own opinion
I always need people to guide me... I am always depend on others...
Shieh Tein ah Shieh Tein... I always call myslef like that... am I crazy???
I always think I should be 知足 but always demanding for more things...
Maybe I make a wrong choice from the start bah... I shouldn't have done it...
I rather being trap in that "forget" than this "giving up"
Making a wrong choice have always blink up my mind...
Have I always understand/know wat is the right choice for me? Maybe I dun...
More interaction with others let me understand more of myself... and reflect what was wrong
Maybe... 太美的承诺应为太年轻. like wat he say young love... but i dun really get it

Young LoveLove is patient, love is kind,And what our loves express is true.No amount of tragedy can tear Or break the love I have for you.Time has healed our many wounds,But has not erased the memory.But we'll hold on, we'll stay together.We will get through this, you and me.Though we are young and still learningAbout ourselves, our world today,In my heart, I'll always love you,And in my heart you'll always stay.As days go by, as time progresses,We will change, mature, and always grow.But as we grow, as we reminisce,There is one thing I will always know.My love for you will never falter,Never cease, for it's always true.With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait,To share my unending love with you.

I really dun understand wat it means... and can we?
From the start I have found that everything was wrong...

2008-05-31T10:16:00.006+08:00

Us wif Mr Paul

Bartenderling wif Ghasis and Aref

Our product...

Like what Mr Paul say... Today is our graduation day...
we got to serve Mr Chan, Mr Lee, Mr Tan Lee Sze, Ms Puspha and 1 more person
I very Kan Qiong... but need to talk alot to our customer... i oso dunnoe wat to say
Bartender was doing a good job...
The chef oso... cooking at the kitchen... the food was nice as they say... well done
Chef Lawrence, Jacky and Mr Paul have taught us alot... Thanks very much to them!!!

For the sake of Liping, Ghasis and Nur I have copy down the convo. for u all

Jacky:Hi manager, how r u? Know who m i?
Me:Omg, Who are you? That Jacky phua?
Jacky: Ya u guess correctly... ya, wats ur email add?
Me: I write wrong meh?
Jacky: Jus 2 double comfirm..Hmmm,anyway i kept ur menu..I can say that u put in effort on e menu..well done
Me:of coz la..but not only me, my group member oso too. hey,why u take my number?
Jacky:Cannot take isit?no la, can still keep on touch right?Unlessu take it 2 heart tat i bully u during ur cooking lesson lor...
Me: ok la... lol. u wan then ask me la..[TAKE FROM THE PAPER WITHOUT MY PERMISSION]haiyo..
Jacky: Looks like u haven a bad impression os me huh.. haha
Me:No la.. U are a funny guy.. but like to make fun of me
Jacky:Like tat e lesson abit more enjoyable but not bullying u..
Me: ok... thanks to u all i learned alot
Jacky:haha.. Tat's good, its good to have u all for the class.. It was fun too.. =) how come u see me like so scare like that?
Me: where got?
Jacky: Got lor.. Everytime see me like as if i am going to eat u like that.. haha ya btw I've add u in my msn contact list.. do add me..
Me: ok
Jacky: Just now when i walked into e conference room ur classmates were teaseing u right?
Me: Ya la. Sian diao
Jacky:wat were they teasing about? sounds interesting...
Me: They say you always help me... They u noe...
Jacky:Hmm.. they are just being jealous.. haha I think i also heard some other stuff
Me: Wat thing?
Jacky: I think I heard that they call me ur kor kor or something right? haha
Me: one malay guy say ur face look like mine
Jacky: Isit hmmm.. didn't really notice myself.. haha
Me: I oso dun
Jacky: I also heard some1 saying i miss u that's why i went 2 conference room... Haha if i am not wrong there's also some1 refers me as ur bf! haha
Me: omg... so sian lor... All ur fault la...
Jacky:My fault again.. wat does it got to do wif me? Its not my fault lor..I am there to teach..
...

I am not sure if i am thinking too much... or they are too???

2008-05-30T10:19:00.000+08:00

一滴泪落进无边无际的大海...

WO DE XIN HEN LUAN!!!

2008-05-28T23:06:00.005+08:00

Ytd having cooking course, chef Lawence teach us alot of things althougth it is not too related
but i think it really help us alot if we are going to work in the furture...
especially the "fresh orange"
we didn't cook today but it was not boring
Nur like Jacky... but we will see the story next as it goes...

Today, finally get to cook something to eat
The 1st dish is cream of mushroom...
so damn easy to cook and nice, but doesn't seems to do much thing
that Jacky... keep snatching my job... sometimes shuang shuang then throw the thing back...
then i dunnoe how to handle liao
Chef commented Nur's soup very good siah... good good good!!!
keep disturbing me...
The 2nd dish is Pan-fried fish...
chef teaching us how to cook half way... picking up a call
so damn funny siah, he say hello then wave his hand to one of the student... smth like that la
but u see him do is damn funny lor and that Ghasis see me laugh she oso laugh
we too laugh very long siah... laugh until cry
then Jacky disturb again lor sian diao
using his sharp sharp knife to cut the carrot, I damn scared lor
I dun get to heat up the pan and put in the oil... coz he do mah, but i wan to learn...
then everything he do... irritating lor
haha... i got to put 2 fish inside the pan... fried until damn nice
squeeze the mash potato until like "shit" lol
at the end we gather around and commented each other dish...
good job to everyone!!! ^_^
The 3rd dish is fruits crepe...
ask us to cut the fruits... I peel the kiwi skin like hell lor... so hard
chef show us demo... he do until damn nice
My crepe skin percha... dunnoe wat happen lor... he come then like that liao[haha, blame him]
Then he help me design all the thing lor
it is like his art work liao... I jus help him run here and there to get the sauce
Its jus the standing part on the fruit crepe itself is i do 1 and dot a few dot of strawberries...
judgement time... interesting designs... nice nice... creative...
then half way... someone hit my head from behind... har...
my hat nearly drop, then hair messy liao... so lame right?!
taste the crepe abit... then skin bitter bitter 1... no so nice... must put more sauce...
then he kpo kpo wan change me to become chef in my group... wth
dun care him la... I am not good in cooking so dun throw my group's face
End...
Omg why i talking about him almost all the way siah
nvm this shows that he is damn irritating...
We go comp. lab and do our menu, knoeing that everyone hate him... lmao
lol... seems that they all jealous siah... coz he "help" me "ALOT"
Then Wafiqah say until that... omg... I nth to say liao la...
nvm... I think he tmr nvr come...hahahaha
but i scared the Mr paul will tekan me... die liao...
see how it goes bah... bye!

2008-05-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

看这报纸，每天都有四川大地震的报道，看了多叫人心酸。我们在那么安全的地方/国家，一些人还身在福中不知福。现在天灾不断的发生，缅甸，中国，美国。
全球变暖。缅甸有风灾。中国有地震。美国有龙卷风。
你们说下一个地方会是哪里？
我有一个朋友说新加坡有可能会沉入海底。你相信吗？
我开始感到害怕了，不知到地球妈妈还能够永远地生存下去吗？
开始慢慢地相信弟弟所说的Planet X Nibiru。
我们的时间所剩无几，现在只希望每个人都过得开心。
兵来将挡水来土掩，我看我们地球将（人）挡也挡不了，就让应该发生的发生吧。

我真得很希望灾难不会再发生了，世界和平，大都能够快快乐乐的生活。

1月25日，雪灾= 天灾 1+2+5=08

3月14日，藏独= 人祸 3+1+4=08

5月12日，地震= 地灾 5+1+2=08

08年08月08日是奥运会巧合？

地震发生那天真好是距08年08月08日是奥运会还差88天在加这个，都是巧合！

真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年奥运，地震了：

北薯苍山兰舟四

京无落霞缀清川

奥年叶落缘分地

运水微漾人却震

前面四个字 - 北京奥运

后面四个字 - 四川地震

这也是巧合吗？

2008-05-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Helping Bee Hwa to advertise this... 31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile

1. Don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls 'cause she'll feel left out

2. Hold her hand at any moment, even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind.

4. Leave her voice messages to wake her up.

5. Wrestle with her.

6. Don't go hang out with you ex-girlfriend when she's not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her. Let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi" and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

9. Introduce her to your friends as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up.

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then tell her

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever)...

and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends.

21. Kiss her in the rain.

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it.

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. It means all the world to HER, it's the thought that counts.

25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.).

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care to call even if you can only talk for a min.
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but it's nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants.

28. Recognize the small things, they usually mean the most.

29. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time.

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

2008-05-25T12:18:00.001+08:00

When shopping with W and L ytd
Went to bugis, Far East and AMK
brought a black 1 piece shorts
Acc W go find the someone...
W don't be sad. He is not worth it.
Cheer up!!!

2008-05-23T19:42:00.002+08:00

Today was the road run @ bishan park...
During the first aid duty, I got to cheer for the runners. I was so damn fun and tiring.
So damn tired...
when back to woodland... having lunch with 4 aunties
I got to eat sour lemon, so suay men
after lunch, we were having a chat some where around cwp about boys and some other stuff...
then have a chat with pei si at the void deck... know some detail about wat happening
then went to Wan ting hse...
I was damn tired...

2008-05-22T16:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was POP(Passing Out parade). It was as usual, there was parade and celebration. It was the last meet up as a cohort "as in" if in the furture there will still be gatherings but not all will turn up. As what I think, all Victorious is present yesterday as I never even consider that absentee is part of the Victorious. Eventually, I never cry as I thought I would. I saw Jing Zhi in the morning and hint him to give me something for POP as I am their Level head. I never thought that he would give a present during the prize presentation. I appreciate it so much. Thanks Jing Zhi. I am going to miss the Sec 1s alot. That's obvious as I am their Level Head. I will always remember each and everyone of them. I hope that they will continue their journey in Red Cross by not quiting. I so much wish that they will aspire to be a good leader in the future. The most important thing is to spent their secondary school life meaningfully. I will also miss the current Sec 2s, that we have been spending with each other for the past one year plus. The Sec 3s have been given their post on this day. I hope you all can do well and acheive a better goal for EVGRCY. You all are leaders already. I hope that everyone do what they are suppose to do as according to their post and help each other if they need any help. You all should not think that you all get a position you don't like and not giving more commitment to Red Cross again. You all should continue to work hard as every position is as equally important as the chairperson.
Go! Glourious! Give it your very best to whatever position that you all are given...

There will always time when we meet and time when we will need to seperate and continue with life.I am going to miss my dear Victorious very much. I must say I really love you all very much. Miss the time that we spent together...
Plaining for trainings.. Conducting trainings...Organising camps... Conducting camps...
And all others... when we cry... when we have laughter... when we sings... telling ghost stroies...
OMG there is still alot alot more to say...
And I am very gald that I have join Red Cross and know everyone of you here...
After writing this post, I somehow feel like crying. I can't bear to leave you all, Victorious. I have found out that coming to Red Croos becoming a habit and think of you all have become a daily think I should do before sleep every night. I will never forget you all... each and everyone.
Bi Zhew
Bee Hwa
Emily
Dewi
Elvina
Joanne
Illyanah
Liyana
Yan Ling
Yong Kuang
Syafiyah
Shu Qing
Hafizah
Hijjah
Pauline
Pei Si
Pei Ling
Suriati
Jia Rong
Kimberly
Hidayah
Jing Peng
Lastly, Me, Shieh Tein
...
Victorious is the BEST!!!

I can't bear to hand this position of secretary to my successor, Jasmine. At first when I gotten this post, I wasn't too happy. I don't think this position is being such a very useful position as writing mins for who to see? The absentees sometimes won't bother to go and see. I will have to send alot of mins to everyone and I will need to send lots and lots of message to VI regarding Red Cross training or camp. I will have to come for training and not only that when i went home I will still need to type and send to all. I don't like the job scope of Secretary. The most importantly is that I never link myself up with the position of Secretary before the position was given. I also think it is so unfair. Eventually, I got to like this position. I think that Secretary isn't what I think it is as that bad. Maybe it is a better choice for me as like what Bee hwa said. Althought this position is not what I wanted but I am still going put in my best effort to complete my job. Eventually, they said I suit this position more then others. I can't dump this thingy just like that. What kind of leader am I if I just give up like that? At the end able to feel the satisfaction is the most pleasent and meaningful.

GO! Jasmine! And other person who have the same thoughts!!!

2008-05-20T20:52:00.005+08:00

Everyone is having a slacking day in school, there was almost nothing to do for our class.
I gone to help up the EP thingy as I know that Sec 3s can't manage...
Sec 1s seems so hard to control...OMG...
Making my head burst and it is energy draining...
I was rushing all over the place. I am so sorry to let the whole class wait for me for class photo.
OMG! so Paiseh
Then I was standing beside that person, I really don't know is what or what.I seems to feel that he is so irritating. I mean I don't know why. I just feel very what...Why!!! I really siao le la... I really very siao... Maybe I was jus to irritated
After recess, there was oral for NA people. We gonna wait and wait and wait.
During that time, have fun and chatting all kinds of funny craps with Ghasis, YanLing and Liping.
After school actually want to do smth with Pei Si but she seems to be busy...
haiya... sometime she must be able to put down her worries... Paiseh la... about the drinks
Spending time inside Red Cross room when Celeste, Ching Yee, Jasmine, Hwee Hwa n Weikang
Celeste really can control Weikang and doing me a big big favour...
The repeatation of the "xx" really killing me...
Walking 883 with the 4 girls... they walk damn slow lor... like ah ma... lol
Thxs Celeste for the bubble tea...